12/06/2012

My Other Half...


So it happened that I had flown up to Boston. With the help of faithful friends with whom I had kept a warm communication prior to my departure for training and Kansas City, kind friends who were still struggling in their studies at Harvard, I had found a respite. Once more, I had been offered the breathing space I needed, thus postponing the making of an important decision.

As I had clearly exposed my present living situation, stressing upon this hopeless dilemma but, at the same time, offering a clear, logical and practical solution, it hadn’t been difficult to observe that my point had been made. I had argued strongly in my favour.
Hugs and smiles and excited responses sealed our agreement.
I had been accepted as a new lodger, even better a French female roommate at that.

 You see, my monthly runs were still too packed with a three-day round- trip schedule, five times a month, with three days off in between, to even contemplate the prospects of a totally independent life.
So for the moment, this would have to do.
However it had greater advantages than in New York.  Commuting to Boston on TWA was virtually so cheap to almost nothing that it had been a smart move, I thought, while accruing seniority which would allow me choose more attractive time table.

I had been given my own room, my little private corner, in a spacious four bedroom apartment, sharing with three male students.
There were rules of course and equal for all. However I had absolutely no obligations as far as housekeeping was concerned. And each had own shelf in the refrigerator, and responsible for own keep.
We were all deeply busy with either studies or job to think about anything else.
Social life was meeting friends at a coffee shop, a café, or around the vast campus of Harvard if time permitted it. And there were many places to choose from.
If the boys wanted a party, they could always arrange one while I was away. They probably did too but I never heard of them.

I had been flying some eight months now and the nagging feeling of wanting more of “something” was impatiently pulling at me. This urge or lust or ambition to be in charge was becoming powerfully dominant.

Applying for the Purser position was therefore the natural consequence. The easiest at that as well. To qualify, one needed two foreign languages in addition to English.
I already could speak French fluently. When I presented myself for the test in Spanish, and the instructor asked how I was in that language, I retorted directly and rapidly in the tongue of Cervantes without the slightest hesitation. He nodded his approval, admitting that he himself didn’t understand a word I had said but understood it was Spanish.
That was the strangest test I have ever taken though…
Reciting by heart Frederico Garcia Lorca‘s “ Antonio Torres Heredia “ in a fluent Spanish but miming the text with the appropriate interjections or stops as if I was demonstrating a totally different situation – by the way, my best performance ever !

I had joined the first class of TWA female pursers, with the lowest seniority in the flying club and of age the youngest of my group.
Boarding my first flight as a purser, not long after the completion of probation as a hostess, I had faced an experienced cabin crew with twenty years as hostesses.
My heart had pounded its invisible tune of excitement.
I was the Boss.
Second after the Captain!

Although there had been grumbling comments voiced by some macho cockpit crews at the very beginning, I had quickly mastered those to make them disappear. Realizing that, as a woman, in order to gain respect and achieve recognition, I had to work the double of what my male colleagues did.

On my uniform jacket, shining brightly, both wings had been one.
My Other Half had been born.

From there on, I knew I would reach new heights as leader of the bird flock…at the service of flight crews and for an exceptional travel experience to our passengers.
So stay tuned as the making of a world filled with delightful adventures is about to begin.

Get your wingy gear ready to fly with me.
Forget about your " carry-on " hand luggage as there is no room for it on my 707 Boeing aircraft...
                                                
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" A traveller without observation is a bird without wings.
                                                          Moslih Eddin Saadi






04/06/2012

My Bird's Nest ...


  
Next morning, as a new day had broken through the last images of darkness, stretching voluptuously in the white sheet, I had found myself so refreshed and alive.
Dawn had brought to me a sharp sense of purpose, given me its urgency as I had wakened up into a clearer reality.
The second chapter in the book of my American life was about to be written.
I had qualified from the demands of the job as the probation period had ended. Simultaneously I had been granted the stamp of approval from my French family. The power behind entertaining my own destiny felt like it had become my exclusive right.
Thus my heart had found tranquillity.
I had considered these moments of solitude in the apartment as pure luxury, whenever they were, during the whirlwinds of my first months living in Manhattan.

With precise movements, restoring order to the sofa-bed and finding the privacy of a long and warm bath as the most wonderful spot of heaven on earth, I had followed the train of my thoughts with a body freshly cleaned and delicately perfumed.
The morning rituals had cleared the leftovers of nocturnal clouds.

Propped up with self-confidence, I had realized that the contours of the coming months had materialized themselves through my accrued seniority.  As soon as I had reached that point, I knew I would be able to bid for a run.
Good bye to the long and frustrating hours of waiting and looking at the black telephone to ring!
Good bye to the agonies of insecurity, not knowing from day to day where I would be commanded to spread my wings!
I had now become the proud owner of the “little brown “book, the most important one at that in the even bigger book of my life in America.
My bible and faithful servant which was TWA’s own one hundred pages and into which all policies were clearly written, paragraphed, witnessed, signed under the following:
“ …Agreements  between Trans World Airlines, Inc. and the Flight Attendants in the service of Trans World Airlines , Inc. as represented by The Air Line Stewards And Stewardesses Association, and Transport Workers Union of America, AFL-CIO… “

I had deeply engrossed myself into its reading, to understand the language terminology based upon the American written law.
This was serious business.
Leafing through it, there were naturally some chapters that were more interesting than others as this one:
“5. Awarding of Run Selections:
(a)        Run selections shall be awarded in accordance with seniority and posted. Every effort shall be made to post the run selection awards within 48 hours after the time and date of the closing of bid preferences…”

With this information at hand, I had counted the days until the next month’s deadline which would allow me to place a bid. Those were the days when internet or mobile phones hadn’t made their dramatic entrance yet. Let alone a computer. Everything written by hand in huge logs and for me, it meant to move and travel to JFK airport.
There at the TWA operations offices in hangar 12, at the scheduling offices, was the strategic place to learn how to write a bid, to select and finally attest the international run I would be awarded.
Fully aware I needed more time as to be rewarded with my first choice, nonetheless I could envision the month ahead and depending upon its outcome, able to weigh between the several options on where to find my own lodgings – for later!

Oh…The joys of anticipation before the final moments when I could build my very own bird’s nest. At long last, my personal landing platform into which to find the peace, to brush the exhaustion out of my feathers!

Knowing where or when I would fly next month had given me the incentive I had been looking for and, with adrenaline kicking, I had followed the energy inhabiting me.
I was ready to make the next move, as soon as my next month’s selections had been confirmed.

A matter of time now…
I am waiting for the posting of run selection awards ...
Deep attention is required...
Patience...



"I'm youth, I'm joy, I'm a little bird that has broken out of the egg."
                                                                      - Sir James M. Barrie -